DECEMBER AGAIN

Hello, remember me?

I’ve missed blogging. Coursework got the better of me. I’m now half way through Final Year, and wow, it has gone so fast. I had a great few months and now I will share...

University

I’m really settled at uni this year, as I mentioned in my last post. I realised how important my friends are and feel I’ve got a lot closer to them this year. Work has tightened up for third year but I really enjoyed what coursework I was working on. You can see here and here where my time has gone during the 12 weeks of Semester 1. In late January I’ll be starting my dissertation (8000-1000 word essay) on a topic I’m interested in, and will also produce a final practical project which will be on display at the End of Year Show in May. Yikes! Although it seems daunting, truthfully I'm excited to working on a topic that focuses on my interests. I think I know what I’m working on, but an assigned supervisor helps me along who I meet once a week to discuss how I'm getting on.

Friends

Home and University life was weird due to a couple of my friends not being at home. Rebecca, Kerri and Emma were studying/working abroad but were coming home for Christmas. I was counting down the days until I saw them again so December was an exciting month! 

Christmas

Christmas is so wonderful I felt it should have it’s own section. Lots of festivities at University, including the Christian Union and my course Dinners. As well as shopping, films, Starbucks, days out with friends and sorting last minute presents.

Remember in my last post I fell in love with a jacket? I am excited to announce my Mother picked up on my many hints and bought me it! (shown above) I think I’ve worn it everyday so yeah I was delighted. I got lots of other awesome pressies too - perfume, an amazing laptop bag from Emma and an external hard-drive. It was nice spending time with my family and chilling for a few days. Hope everyone had a nice Christmas! 

- Claudia

BIGBANG LIVE

Hello!

Today I must create a post that I’ve been very excited to write about for about the past two years of my life. This, of course, refers to the BIGBANG Alive Galaxy Tour that was indicated to stop in London - leaving all European fans astonished, excited and determined when dates were released for Wembley Arena back in October. 

After Saturday 15th December sold out in a couple of minutes, many distraught fans, including myself, were delighted to see another tour date added for Friday 14th.

We flew over to London early that Friday morning and casually wandered around Oxford Street and Covent Gardens - London looked so pretty and festive. Everywhere was packed as shoppers attempted to conquer Christmas shopping. Our hotel was situated directly beside Wembley Stadium so it was fun to point out who was going to the concert.

After queuing for a very long time, we finally got in and found our seats - music videos played on the big screens which fired-up the audience as we waited. We also bought light-sticks, as Emma and I had learnt from our mistakes at EXO! You need a light-stick at a K-Pop concert.

At 7pm, the curtain fell, revealing the members in their Alive pods. For the duration of Tonight I think I was in a state of shock, following that, I screamed for the entire 3 hours.

Setlist

From someone who knows all their songs, the setlist played was perfect - with a selection of classics How Gee and Number 1, from previous hits Stupid Liar and Haru Haru to their latest work including Blue, Bad Boy and, of course, Fantastic Baby. These tracks sounded different than the original songs but were PERFECTLY remixed for live performance.

The members had their solo stage too. Notably, G-Dragon performed his latest work from One Of A Kind album and Seungri appeared with a very impressive Victorian British accent and a gun.
In between the set, Taeyang, Seungri and Daesung kept the crowd entertained - rapping, beatboxing, teaching us Fantastic Baby choreography and winding each other up. My heart nearly broke as they left the stage, but returned for an encore and performed 4 more songs, including Heaven, which is one of my all-time favourites!

Special mention to the acoustic version of Haru Haru - where T.O.P ACTUALLY SANG. Tonight and Hands Up were definitely my favourite performances of the night, although every song performed was spectacular.

Stage

The set looked incredible - not just a stage at the very front, but one which extended right into the middle of the arena with the audience surrounding around the edge. We had seated tickets, but we could see everything perfectly. A band played above the stage on an individual platform. The boys made the most of this stage, moving up and around so all the fans in the arena had a chance to see them up close. During the encore the some of the members walked down towards the audience, shook their hands and took gifts. TOP took a giant lollipop and reindeer antlers and brought them on-stage!

The Members

They looked amazing - with a wide selection of costume changes between stages. Daesung’s hair was grey but wow it looked so good - he’s such a cutie on stage. Seungri was a character and made the most of every opportunity to practice as much English as possible but it was hilarious. G-Dragon was G-Dragon really, wearing a different outfit every time I managed to look at him. Taeyang ripped through a couple of vests, as expected, fans went crazy at all the nakeyness - not me though, as my eyes were fixated on TOP! Who looked absolutely gorgeous without revealing any flesh at all. Even Kerri acknowledged his beauty, and that’s saying something. The majority of photos that were taken were close-ups of him - I regret nothing!

My Thoughts

Where do I begin? I’ve never seen my ultimate favourite band before, so for about 90% of the show I was a hysterical mess. I knew it was going to be great, but I didn’t realise it would be so SO outstanding. It was worth every minute, every penny, even losing my voice for the following day. It was faultless - and I’m not being biased here because they are my favourites. Despite traveling for 14 hours from Korea, they put on a phenomenal performance and I adore them for such dedication. 

Many thanks to Emma and Kerri for making this trip a trip to remember and a perfect way to start the Christmas holidays!

Stay Fantastic Baby,

Claudia xo

FED-UP

Whats on your mind lately.

I worry about my workload at university - I just can’t WAIT for Christmas holidays because I feel mentally and emotionally drained. My parents are actually in America at the minute so I’ve been thinking of them a lot. I can’t wait for them to get back - like I thought it would be fun living up here, but right now I’m on my own and that’s not fun at all!

What's the best thing going for you right now?

OH MY GOSH I never said I was going to see BIGBANG did I?? So that’s probably the most exciting thing happening in my life right now. They are coming to London in December and Emma, Kerri and I are flying over to see them. I’ve never been so excited to something for a while - shame all this work needs to be done before I go though!!

Describe a typical day in your current life:

• Wake up early.
• Quiet Time.
• Do readings for course.
• Eat breakfast.
• Do practical work - Photoshop or InDesign.
• Mess about on Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter frequently.
• Do more work.
• Lunch.
• More Work.
• Tea.
• Clean.
• Dinner.
• Shower.
• Mess about/socialise until I’m too tired.
• Repeat.

DO YOU SEE WHAT MY LIFE HAS BECOME!? Actually can’t stand it anymore! 

What would you like to accomplish this year?

I’ve had a weird old year with it’s ups and downs. I don’t have any goals for the end of this year because it’s already November and near the end of 2012, so it’ll basically get into the routine of university life and work hard. Like, really hard. I’m kinda scared actually - This semester we have two practical modules instead of one, and Hannah and I have to do a group project together. I’m really afraid I’ll get depressed again due to feeling so anxious or else rot away in my room because I’m only on campus two days a week. Sigh! I’ll keep you posted on this one. 

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?
24 years old: I shall hopefully be a Bachelor of Arts with a job somewhere - I really don’t know what I want to specialise in yet, I haven’t made up my mind yet.
29 years old: Engaged maybe or married with a house. I was at this gorgeous house a couple of weeks ago and it’s made me realise how much I would love to build and design my own house. I’m being ambitious but sure, why not!

35 years old: I live in optimism that God will bless me with a loving husband and children. I don’t like being too positive here incase his plan is that I live alone (in my giant house lol) with, as Emma said, 100 westies. (Although I don’t plan to own any more westies after Toby - one’s a nightmare to look after, never-mind 100. Poo everywhere.) But if a family is part of his plan, I will be a very happy lady.

I don’t really know how to predict what I want to do because I know there’s no way 3 or 4 years ago would I have known that I would be where I am right now! So shall we wait and see? 

Stay tuned,
Claudia

CHRISTMAS CARD

Hello again! Did you all have a nice Christmas?

So yes, my intentions were to post photographs of my pressies, but I haven’t done that yet (and more than likely won’t, with exam revision looming.)

But anyway here is a fabulous card that Jared made me - it made me laugh a lot:

A great illustration of everything that I love!

He even wrote his own poem on the inside, which I adore. Enjoy.

To Claudia

We all know that you like kpop

And that you are in love with top

But big Bang are nothing compared to SNSD

Especially when they start to sing gee

So what your sexy brother is trying to say

Is that Shinee is completely gay

Sooyoung and I will not cause a fuss

So that you will have a merry Christmas

From your super mega sexy brother and his wife

Yes, he's convinced he's married to Sooyoung from Girls Generation. Bless.

Thank you Jared!! 

HO HO HOe

Note to self, always chose your presents, don’t leave it up to your parents to chose your surprises because you could end up bitterly disappointed.

I received a Intuos Graphic tablet, which was, sensibly bought for art and design purposes for the year ahead. I remember mentioning it off hand to my parents a long time ago. But for even longer, I stressed that a pair of Dr Dres would be amazing. And honestly, my heart was set on the headphones and I convinced myself that they would be my main present..so my heart sank when I realised I wasn’t getting a pair- as well as feeling a pang of guilty for being so ungrateful.

I confessed to Jared about this and he went crazy, pft Jared, it’s not like you didn’t get your Gibson Les Paul, you spoilt little git.

I think because I knew I was getting a Macbook last year, it was so exciting, this year was just like meh i feel nothing.

I’m just going to have to learn how to use the tablet. Silver lining and all that jazz.

I’m glad that’s out of my system.

M is for...

Mentor

I originally had this as music, but you all know what my music taste is, so I found something better.

So I have some GREAT news! If you didn’t hear via Facebook, I got a letter from University of Ulster yesterday! I was actually out at the time, but Mum phoned me asking permission to open it (basically) but I think she had already. Besides the point, I was invited for an interview for DESIGN FOR VISUAL COMMUNICATION!

Yes, the course. THEE course! Not even the foundation year, THE COURSE. The course I’ve been blogging about, and losing sleep thinking about. I feel like I’ve been proposed to. Don’t actually think it’s sunk in properly yet, but I woke up today with a smile on my face, excited to do some ART.

I have like triple the work to do now, because the interviewers will be looking for work that has a foundation year behind them, something I don’t have. After looking at the site, they do accept people from all levels. Wow, I’m so happy.

The first person I told was Patricia. Over the summer, I wrote a letter to Trish on this blog, just because she is so amazing. To fill you all in, Patricia is a friend of my Uncle Gordon who is an artist who now lives in Australia. She also went to Art College and got the highest grade in her year. Lately I’ve been in contact with her via FB, asking her advice about interviews and portfolio work.

She’s helped me out so much. Like, I didn’t realise the immense amount of work that needs to be done. (Example: 10-15 A6 books, 10-15 A4 books and an A1 portfolio with boarded work) She has so much faith in me, constantly repeating “You are going to art college!” I would have given up by now if it wasn’t for her. She even contacted her old art friends and tutors asking for even more information for me. It’s given me the kick I need to work really really hard.

So yeah, Patricia is like my mentor for the next few months. Just one that lives across the globe, able to basically do what she wants. (In some ways, she lives the life I dream to have!) She is my Cheryl, and I am her Cher. She is my Usher, and I am her Justin.

If I don’t get in with all this work, I’ll just accept it, and hope God has something better in store. I wonder will I get a Foundation Course letter too?

I’m going to lock myself in the house for the next few months, until February at least.

If I don’t blog tomorrow or the 25th, I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas from Claud's blog! :)

OH NO!

☹

OH NO!

My fantastic Glee outing plan is completely flawed! Emma can’t go. Kerri won’t go. No-one else is going. I haven’t heard anything from James or the rest. (Where is everybody today?!) I spent all night last night getting excited/worried about it and then couldn’t sleep: I was worried in case I didn’t get tickets. Didn’t get over to sleep to around 3am. :(

Anyway I’m super annoyed because mother said I was allowed, now that nobody else is going I can’t Pfft, does she know I’m going to be 18 by then? Aragh I don’t want to be pampered and mollycoddled, I wanna see this show!! Even if that means going on my own!

Don’t get me started on how I haven’t seen Harry Potter yet either. ☠

☺

I can’t feel happy about anything right now because I’m just so pissed off. I’ll attempt at some good news anyway. Do you remember in my Ladyboys! entry I spoke of a smell on stage that I just couldn’t resist? Well I do believe I have found it in a perfume: Vera Wang Princess!

It’s the closest smell to it as possible, all in a little perfume. See, we were out shopping that day and Jared and I went into House of Fraser so I could look around. I tested some perfumes including this one so perhaps the smell reminded me of that whole day, now I adore it. If it’s not too late, I think I’ll ask it for Christmas.

Before bed last night I watched episode 14 of IRIS. Gosh, it’s amazing. And the episode felt really long, in a good way. So that set me hyper and I couldn’t sleep. And T.O.P made an appearance too, but I can’t give anything away because Emma will go crazy if I reveal spoilers to her. Can you read this Emma? Oh YEAH, he kisses Hacker Girl- such a lucky girl!!

More good news: they are making an IRIS film! And Prefect Disco sorted too- I'm going as Boo from Monsters Inc.

UCAs statement is hopefully being sent away by the end of the week. I’ll keep you posted.

Does Claudia’s UCAs get sent away??

Will Claudia get to see Glee Live, her man of her dreams, Harry Shum Jr??

Is Vera Wang Perfume expensive??

Will she get to see Harry Potter before it’s too late??

Does she reveal any more spoilers to Emma??

And will T.O.P get to meet the girl of his dreams: Claudia?? (I hope so, heh!)

That’s all folks!

Tune in next time, for another post from CLAUDIA’S BLOG! *theme music*

ELECTRIC HIGH

I am finding more and more difficult everyday completing the simple task of constructing a blog post.

First of all, 5 (possibly more, who knows) of my friends have created a Blogger account in the last month. I think my mind is restricting my blog ideas because I’ve become rather focused on reading their posts instead. Not only that I’m reading theirs, but they are reading mine too! And possibly few other people as well. So I’m more on demand for blog updates. ;) jk jk. :P

What else have I been up to recently? School. Gym. Art. Dieting. Reading. I’m content with what I have on my plate at the moment. I don’t feel stressed over anything and nor am I procrastinating over things that I should be doing instead. It’s a marvelous feeling.

Ah, the splendor of Autumnal weather! Too early to study for exams and get prepared for Christmas but is perfect to wrap up in those cosy jackets and trench coats!

I hardly ever have a title for blog posts, so today it is an Elliot Minor song.

RAIN

I love this weather. I prefer it over summer months. I like the rain, the coldness. It’s not bad or horrible, it’s so cozy. It gets dark so early which welcomes the preference of sitting indoors and looking out at the hidden sky. I actually like sitting waiting for the bus at 5pm in the evenings. I can wear winter coats: long trench coats and scarfs and socks and dark colours to hide my body shape and pale skin. It reminds me Christmas is coming. I love lying and listening to the rain hammer on the velux window in my bedroom. I like the shiver I feel when I have to get up at 7am to go to school.

TIRED

"Infinitely yours"

00:22- It is late! Therefore I must sleep soon because I am going to a wedding tomorrow.

I had a fabulous day today. I was dreading the Open Day in school, but it wasn't half as bad as I thought, I actually really enjoyed it. Thankfully I had good people in my group, including Josh, who is great working with kids. I was also with Mary-Jane for company.

For lunch, instead of the mighty Country Fried, we got a FREE Christmas dinner in the canteen. :) Which was pretty tasty...for school food.

Fun Friday began after that. Emma, Kerri and I walked up the town and got ice cream. (On one of the coldest days of the year, yeah.) We then went to Emma's house. I did bring Henry. Not regretting the heaviness of carting it into school with my change of clothes for the youth mission, Cafe 180 later. haha.

I showed Kerri the S.E.O.U.L song, which I have fallen in love with. It makes me want to go to Seoul, it looks so so so beautiful.

Note: learn more Korean, start ironing (the clothing pile looks ridiculous) and English HW for Monday.

I love how personalised my blog has got. And how I can write whatever the jam I want to.

Wrecked! Goodnight my loves.

SLEEP

Hi again, I don't want to sleep just yet. Turns out I'm going tomorrow out for Sunday Lunch, on account of Uncle Gordon being here and to give Mar a break from cooking. By the end of this year I'll be a fat mess. Bleh! Well all next week I'm free, and Mum is feeling a lot better, so hopefully I will get to the gym.

I found my old blog there, didn't take me long really, just typing a few words into Google does the trick. It is absolutely depressing. What was wrong with me? I know I was younger, but I sound so emo. I must have been hard to listen to, how did I have any friends?? It makes me feel quite nauseous. I would delete it, except I can't get logged in because of email problems.

Recently I was looking at my Wii Fit statistics, since this time last year, I've managed to put on another stone! Aragh, I am so cross at myself. I need to construct a plan for next year, of all the things I must accomplish! *adds to to-do list*

CHRISTMAS

Okay, I shall summarise my Christmas in a nutshell.

Waking at around 7, Jared and I got our Santa presents in the living room as usual. Mine consisting of a Macbook Pro named Henry and a pile of other stuff; D&G handbag, Perfume:Lola by Marc Jacobs & Harajuku Girls MUSIC, a book about the Beatles, scarf, hats. Twas awesome.

After opening presents under the tree, We went over to Mar's house, and opened the stuff she got us, I got a class Calvin Klein watch! Jared got GHD's, which I stole. muahaha.

The morning church service was excellent, I love it every year. It's so laid back. The children go to the front and show off their new toys, cute. Note that my typing is crappy because I'm actually exhausted and I have ate too much sweets. :(

We then went over to my Aunt and Uncle' s house, where we got presents from our cousins Gregor and Gareth. I love how Christmas day is split up into different present receiving sections. :D

Then it was finally Christmas dinner, which Mar prepared. I helped serve, of course. It was the nicest meal I've had in a long time. I was stuffed!

Gareth's new ski hat

Monopoly
FOOD
Presents

Aunt Lauren went back home to Belfast this morning. But Uncle Gordon is still here. He stayed at our house this evening, and Mum, Jared and him watched the first Batman film. I however, was on the Macbook. :)

I tried to place myself in a YouTube video of Super Junior learning English, and a music video of theirs (Full of Happiness) with "Photo Booth." I think I need a green screen though, if I want to do it properly. These two are the ones that turned out best! Note the lighting is crappy from my camera (WHICH IS BUILT INTO THE LAPTOP :O)

HENRY

MACBOOK PRO :)

Laaah it's everything I could have asked for! It's amazing! I didn't expect to get the pro either. Christmas day was great this year, not long after my Christmas dinner! Tasty.

EVE'S EVE :D

Hey
Okay this will be a quick post, as my hands are cold and I'm hungry.
I got more coursework done today! Whooo. But I doubt it's gonna be done before Christmas. Like, it's Christmas Eve tomorrow. TOMORROW! Flip why am I not more excited? I bet tomorrow night I will explode or something.

I love the Christmas holidays! Well I love all holidays, but Christmas is clearly the best. I've already got into my "no school" routine. Go to bed super late, like between 12-1.30am, that is after spending hours on the laptop doing nothing. Then listening to my iPod all night as I sleep. Usually, I end up yanking my earphones out in the middle of the night unconsciously and throwing them on the floor. But it's just habit. Then waking late (round 10-11) and just wandering about all morning if I have nothing to do. Today was one of these days, except I ran out to the container to do as much coursework possible. I got a enough done which I was happy about.
Then I got distracted and made a banner for my blog. *scroll up* See? I think it turned out better than expected.

The official "Cool" list

1. Conrad Chow- I discovered him on A.C.T. He's not like a celebrity or anything but he just looks so cool! It's effortless! He was "born and bred" in Hong Kong and now lives in London. AND he works in Louis Vouiton! I looked at his pics, he's very stylish and cute. Naomi and I looked at his YouTube page, where he has posted videos of himself playing guitar: Check it out. Yes, effortlessly cool and sexy.

2. Lee Donghae- Okay, undoubtedly I will be posting a Super Junior member here. But it's Donghae, the sexy sexy one! What has drawn him to my attention recently is how amazingly photogenic he is, and how on screen he's just pure man. basically. It's an infaction just to watch his facial expressions. He's also the best dancer. I wish I could dance. Check out Super Girl by Super Junior M (he's the one in the grey suit) and Super Junior dancing to Sexy Back live. Woah Donghae.

3. Charlie Mcdonnell- OBVIOUSLY Charlie is here. I don't think I've mentioned Charlie yet on my blog. He's an 19 year old English guy who makes YouTube videos. He's hilarious, cute and smart. You may have seem him on the BBC Switch show "Chartjackers" where him and his 3 friends tried to conker the U.K charts with their song "I've Got Nothing." Well the song didn't get to number one, but they made a pile of money for Children In Need. I strongly advise you to look at his Youtube videos. He's a darling. And he is awesome at music and just being himself.

If I fail to post anything tomarrow or who knows when.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL.
Ok, my stomach just fell off, I'm gonna go eat.
Claudia x

Emma's Christmas Card

This is the Christmas card Emma made for me this year, and inside it has a poem she wrote involving Super Junior! I was so pleased. LOOK:

And this is the poem that was inside:

T'is the festive season,
Time to be merry!
Though if Kyuhyun went near her,
You'd be jealous of Kerri!

Under the mistletoe, will you receive
A kiss from Eunhyuk's juicy lips?
Maybe you'll have a dance with Donghae-
After all, he can sure shake his hips!

For all the Christmas parties,
You can dress up like a princess!
Then again, this competition
Might cause Heechul some distress.

What's this?! Siwon singing carols
While Kibum's blogging it all?!
They, like me, want to say "MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
And I do hope this card made you LOL!

From Emma (insert Emma's name in Korean here..)
& Super Junior (Super Junior's Korean symbols here)

It did make me LOL, an awful lot.

Thank you Emma. :D

MESS

Hello :D

Awwooow! It's nearly Christmas! At school today we were able to wear our normal clothes and attend the school disco on the stage. However, Emma and I sat in classrooms with a free computer and watched G.I Joe and Attack On The Pin Up Boys again. It was mighty craic, especially when we went into her mum's classroom and watched a bit of G.I Joe on the over head projector.

Last night was the Scripture Union dinner. As a regular at S.U every Thursday, I've been at the dinner for the last 3 years; but last night was definitely the best I've been to! The Christmas dinner was nice, and the table I sat at with Kerri, Emma and about 8 other people was hilarious. We had a table quiz, with different rounds such as sports, music and baby photos. But the greatest was the Movie round. Timmy, the most hilarious boy in the school, and John, Kerri's boyfriend, acted out different scenes from films. I don't think I have ever laughed so hard in my life! They acted out Titanic (which Emma and I burst into giggles as we thought of Super Junior acting it out in Full House) and lots of other popular films. They also done Twilight and New Moon. To the embarrassment of Kerri, John took his top off to signify he was Taylor Lautner. Not only that, but Timmy also went shirtless. It was a brilliant night. I came home with a sore throat from laughing so hard!

Above: A crappy snapshot on my camera of my messy workspace

Currently, I'm freaking out. Ms Taylor, our English teacher gave us Shakespeare coursework to do over Christmas. I dread starting it. I hate HATE Shakespeare. *shakes fist*
Not only that, but I've got to catch up on my art coursework too. It takes a long time.
The container is a tip from all my books home for "revision" for the January exams. I haven't had time to tidy it.

One: An updated picture of my man wall
Two: My container is a mess. :(
Three: Jordan gave me this for Christmas today-it made me lol

Claudia x

YAY

Hi :)
I've had a good weekend. Really good. And I feel super Christmassy now. After Belfast yesterday and just a fun random day at home today made me feel very festive.
Church was really good today. We had dinner in our own house because Mar and Jim were going to a 70th birthday party. Then Jared and I washed Toby-much to his displeasure.
Jared, Mum and I then settled down to watch G.I Joe again. Second time this weekend- I watched it with Jared on Friday night. It's one of them film obsessions I have at the moment. :D
Currently I'm talking to Sarah, sending her random links of Super Junior videos- trying to get her obsessed as I am. :D
That's all.
Claudia x

CONTAINER

Hello again,
I guess today at school was a lot better than yesterday. But, I'm still discontented with stuff.
Thankfully, the day flew by, and when I got home I drew Super Junior for a few hours in the container. Note: a green shipping container all kitted out inside with my cool stuff that there isn't room for in the house. It's also a great escape from chores in the house and to have more me time. It’s MINE and I love it. :)

I can't wait for Christmas!! I'm getting a Macbook, and I'm majorly excited about everything to do with it: setting it up with my iPhone, trying out the photoshop/video making software and, of course, naming it!! I think it will be called Mac-Original. Unless I think of something better. (unlikely.)

I got my school mid-term report today. All ones from my subjects EXCEPT for art, which I got twos in! Not impressed! Our art teacher was just being mean. I work super hard that subject. >=(

This isn't a recent picture, but basically my workspace in the container ^_^
I love Audrey Hepburn!! :)
I have an Amy shrine. One of my friends gave me a photo frame with photos of her in it for my birthday.
A Man Wall round my door frame. It has grown since this photo.
And I see cigarettes on the table..but that was for my art topic in G.C.S.E's, which was smoking. haha. :)