Showing posts with label 2012. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2012. Show all posts

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

HIGHLIGHTS OF 2012


Best Moments of 2012




  • Zumba Container Party (yes, that was January!)
  • Meeting The Wanted after their concert in Belfast
  • Seeing The Dark Knight Rises (twice)
  • London with Emma to see EXO-K, Baker Street and Andy Warhol paintings
  • Singstar Container Night - reliving the golden days!
  • Learning how to create Motion Graphics and my Doctor Who website
  • Leading two girls to Christ during Fused Summer Scheme
  • Art Night at Kerri's house!
  • 'Thorsdays'
  • Roadtrips with the IMAmates listening to Mentallll Breaakkkkerrrrr
  • Seeing BIGBANG in London!







❐ Biggest Achievement of the Year:
Learning to swallow tablets!
❐ Biggest Failure:
Missing an exam.
❐ Happiest Moment:
BIGBANG coming on stage at Wembley Arena.
❐ Saddest Moment:
Funerals - Granny Green and Great Granny Gordon.
❐ Biggest Shock:
Hearing Gangnam Style by PSY on UK Radio for the first time.
❐ Best Purchase:
2 pairs of Moschino jeans on sale!!
❐ Greatest Musical Discoveries:
Josh Groban and Hans Zimmer.






❐ Best Song of the Year:
The Chaser by Infinite followed by Mental Breaker - Block B in a close second.
❐ Best MV of the Year:
Fantastic Baby - BIGBANG
❐ Best Film of the Year:
The Dark Knight Rises, of course!
❐ Greatest Discoveries of the Year:
Sherlock and Sweetcorn.
❐ Biggest Addiction:
Buying and selling stuff on eBay over the summer.
❐ Favourite Celebrity Figures:
Matt Smith and Alex Day.









That was fun!
- Love Claudia x

Sunday, 6 January 2013

2012: THE END


Helllooo - Happy New Year to all! What a strange year 2012 has been - definitely not my favourite to be honest. However the important thing is, did I keep to my resolutions? Here's the original post.
Diet
Aha, I did diet - (although I’m always dieting) - I managed to lose half a stone over the summer but alas, I still haven’t met my ideal goal. The challenge continues...
Photo Diary
I can proudly announce I completed my photo challenge! To those who are not sure what I’m talking about, last year I decided to take an Instagram photo and post it to Tumblr every day for 2012 to illustrate my day. Although it was sometimes an inconvenience and something I was very close to give up on, I’m pleased to have stuck it out to the end! Behold, here it is.
Don’t Complain
This one started out really well, surprisingly. I became really aware of others around me complaining and instead of joining in with them, it made me really thankful of how easy my life was!
However, after everything that happened during the summer, I began to feel down and kinda miserable - and after returning to university everyone’s negativity around me made me feel even worse. Even then, I didn’t complain - although everyone was driving me absolutely insane and everything in my life appeared to be going wrong. It certainly was testing times for me, and I didn’t handle it very well. 
Work Hard
Second semester of first year was great - I created a really cool Motion Graphics piece and got a brilliant grade in it, so I’m really proud of that. Overall, I was really proud of my first year marks so I guess that’s proof that I did work hard!
However I was shocked to see how much of a step up my course was from first year to second year. In first semester I was working so hard and for so long that I wasn’t enjoying what I was doing, it made me sad. I’m hoping this upcoming semester will be better!
Save Money
WOO I actually kept a book of my finances so that’s really impressive for me. I also opened another bank account to save money because to quote Claudia’s Blog 9/1/12If SM or YG decide to put a show on in London, I will use it then!” which THEY DID, as you all know, BIGBANG stopped there during their tour in December - success!
No Stressing
Believe it or not, since making this resolution I don’t stress as much as I used to. My whole attitude towards everything has changed. Although I wouldn’t call myself laid back, I definitely have chilled out much more more since 2011.
Get a Boyfriend
LOL - neither Rachel or myself successfully completed this resolution, maybe next year! (I did see T.O.P though...from a distance anyway!)

Much love,
- Claudia

Friday, 23 November 2012

FED-UP

Whats on your mind lately.
I worry about my workload at university - I just can’t WAIT for Christmas holidays because I feel mentally and emotionally drained. My parents are actually in America at the minute so I’ve been thinking of them a lot. I can’t wait for them to get back - like I thought it would be fun living up here, but right now I’m on my own and that’s not fun at all!


What's the best thing going for you right now?
OH MY GOSH I never said I was going to see BIGBANG did I?? So that’s probably the most exciting thing happening in my life right now. They are coming to London in December and Emma, Kerri and I are flying over to see them. I’ve never been so excited to something for a while - shame all this work needs to be done before I go though!!

Describe a typical day in your current life:
  • Wake up early.
  • Quiet Time.
  • Do readings for course.
  • Eat breakfast.
  • Do practical work - Photoshop or InDesign.
  • Mess about on Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter frequently.
  • Do more work.
  • Lunch.
  • More Work.
  • Tea.
  • Clean.
  • Dinner.
  • Shower.
  • Mess about/socialise until I’m too tired.
  • Repeat.

DO YOU SEE WHAT MY LIFE HAS BECOME!? Actually can’t stand it anymore! 

What would you like to accomplish this year?
I’ve had a weird old year with it’s ups and downs. I don’t have any goals for the end of this year because it’s already November and near the end of 2012, so it’ll basically get into the routine of university life and work hard. Like, really hard. I’m kinda scared actually - This semester we have two practical modules instead of one, and Hannah and I have to do a group project together. I’m really afraid I’ll get depressed again due to feeling so anxious or else rot away in my room because I’m only on campus two days a week. Sigh! I’ll keep you posted on this one. 

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?
24 years old: I shall hopefully be a Bachelor of Arts with a job somewhere - I really don’t know what I want to specialise in yet, I haven’t made up my mind yet.
29 years old: Engaged maybe or married with a house. I was at this gorgeous house a couple of weeks ago and it’s made me realise how much I would love to build and design my own house. I’m being ambitious but sure, why not!
35 years old: I live in optimism that God will bless me with a loving husband and children. I don’t like being too positive here incase his plan is that I live alone (in my giant house lol) with, as Emma said, 100 westies. (Although I don’t plan to own any more westies after Toby - one’s a nightmare to look after, never-mind 100. Poo everywhere.) But if a family is part of his plan, I will be a very happy lady.

I don’t really know how to predict what I want to do because I know there’s no way 3 or 4 years ago would I have known that I would be where I am right now! So shall we wait and see? 

Stay tuned,
Claudia

Monday, 16 July 2012

SUMMER TO-DO LIST

In case I lose the note Kerri created, here is the list of Summer activities and events we have planned. Add more in the comments if you can think of any!!
Oh, and Mary-Jane vandalised the sheet by adding her own ideas. (I don’t even know what Dothaki is!)
  • Kilbroney Forest Park 
  • Pudding/Baking day 
  • Cinema Crawl (MayJay edit: Illegally watch films) 
  • Get Arrested (?) 
  • Bonfire on the beach 
  • Ultimate Game 
  • Beauty Night 
  • Make a Youtube Video 
  • Picnic 
  • Coneing 
  • Beach at Dawn 
  • Geocaching 
  • Come Dine With Me 
  • Movie Marathon at Home 
  • Disney Day 
  • Arty Night 
  • Carboot Sale 
  • Fancy Dinner 
  • Take part in a Photoshoot 
  • Play old Birthday games 
  • Singstar 
  • Dye someone’s hair (??) 
  • Play with fire 
  • Learn Dothaki 
  • Theatre 
  • Hobo Night (??) 
  • Road Trip 
  • Go Camping 
  • Fishing/ Rock Pool 
  • Stone Place 
  • Learn a new skill 
  • Send a random person post 
  • Teach a new skill 
  • Typography 
  • Break into someone’s house (May-Jay once again) 
  • Knit something 
  • Make bracelets 
  • Feed ducks/birds

Wednesday, 11 July 2012

16 YEAR OLD ME...


List 10 things (warnings) you would tell your 16 year-old self, if you could.
TERRIFYING PHOTOSHOPPED IMAGE.
  1. Don’t listen to what anyone else says - if you like the Jonas Brothers, that’s okay. (Because you'll grow out of it.)
  2. G.C.S.Es are not difficult, however, A-Levels are. Brace yourself.
  3. Don’t worry about getting a boyfriend. Because you’re still gonna be single at 19 anyway lol.
  4. Keep growing your hair - I know it looks silly now, but it’ll get better.
  5. Start learning to drive the day you turn 17. 
  6. Do NOT drink that water from the bottle you found in your bag that day in the gym - it will make you sick the next day - yeah and that day would be G.C.S.E results day, of course.
  7. Over the summer you’re going to learn what K-Pop is. That’s a warning by the way.
  8. DON’T WEAR CONTACT LENSES EVERYDAY. Eye ulcers are NOT pretty.
  9. Stop fighting with your friends over silly things - it’s just not worth it. Actually, appreciate them when you still have them.
  10. You’re only young once - after this life becomes more complicated. Enjoy being silly.

Thursday, 5 July 2012

LONDON

Bonjour,
I meant to write this last week but eh I got lazy and kept putting it off. Which I now realise was silly, because I won’t have as fresh a memory of London if I had written it sooner. Aw well.
I mentioned in my last post that Emma and I were going to London for the weekend! So yes, I have returned and much to share about our travels. I shall summarise each day now...

FUN FRIDAY
I had intended this trip to be stress-free, and if you know me at all, that wouldn’t be easy. Alas, this was not meant to be! Sean the Sat-nav refused to work to navigate us to the airport. Thankfully through trial and error, Emma remembered her bearings and we arrived in plenty of time. 
After arriving at Southend round 10am, we took the train in to London and found our way to the hotel. After dumping our suitcases we tubed it to Baker Street, where we went to Sherlock Holmes’ house! 
Following that we took a tour on an open top bus and saw all the sights, in comfort. A lot of the areas and buildings were under maintenance, presumably for the Olympics. Generally the city didn’t seem as busy as it usually would so we booked at the perfect time. 
That evening, we met Amy and her friends, Matt, Hannah and Jeremy in Piccadilly Circus. We caught up and ate pizza, and then Emma and I went to see Phantom of the Opera. The show was pretty amazing, despite our odd seating. (We were basically looking directly down at the stage?) Definitely a great night out though. 

SHOPPING AND SEOUL SATURDAY
First stop on Saturday was Covent Gardens - which is definitely the place to visit over the weekend. Market is open and the place was buzzing that morning. The stores are so cute and there were musicians and performers entertaining the busy shoppers.

I had the bright idea of making Saturday the ‘big Korea day’ so suggested we should eat in a Korean restaurant. After researching online, we discovered a little place off Soho called Seoul Bakery - a dingy little cafe which served Korean dishes. What brought this odd little place to our attention was the fact that both SHINee and Super Junior’s Siwon had ate there, and signed their names on the wall. Not only wanting to see that, we also both lived in hope we would accidentally bump into EXO too.
It certainly was a strange place to eat, and we felt both super awkward going in but were warmly welcomed by the friendly waitress. I ordered some kind of spicy soup and Emma ordered an egg dish - both were yummy. It was bizarre to be eating out and 2NE1 playing in the background, haha.
Before we left, we were given pens and sticky notes and left our memories on the wall, a common practice in Korean cafes. It was a lovely and enjoyable lunch! For the record, no, we didn’t meet EXO.
Next stop was Harrods and Hamleys - both crucial places that must be visited!! Harrods was outstanding, of course. Hamleys - not so much. Emma was convinced she saw Robert Pattinson walk past on Oxford Street, but after following him...yeah it wasn’t him. To my delight, after four years of waiting, I finally visited the Irregular Choice store, it was wonderful! We went to HMV and gasped at the amount of K-Pop CDs they sell now, and I bought Heartbreaker by G-Dragon and 2NE1’s Second album. (In celebration of the holiday.) After wandering about for a few hours, it was soon time to get ready for the concert!

MBC KOREAN CULTURAL FESTIVAL
We took the tube to the O2 Arena and got some weird looks from other K-Pop fans, who were maybe unsure if we were actually fans or not. Not meaning to be stereotypical or anything, but it’s very easy to recognise fandoms. K-Pop fans are an unusual crowd - often spotted with vividly coloured hair, multiple piercings, light-sticks, high-tops etc - and that’s just the girls. The rest of the audience consisted of mainly gay white boys, asian girls and asian girls’ boyfriends. I’m just observing and making assumptions here! Surprisingly Emma and I were some of the more average-looking people there. We dressed to impress! What if we bumped into EXO?? Surely we needed to TRY to look decent beside flawless Kai?
We stood in the line for what seemed like hours after a tasty burger in the arena, talking to a group of girls whom we met at the burger restaurant. Wye Zhi and Leanne, both DBSK fans, were the two Emma and I made friends with. It was so SO bizarre talking to other people about K-Pop though?!? Unfortunately we didn’t get to see any of the girls after the show and didn’t think of getting our photos with them at the time.
FINALLY we got into the indigo2 arena and THE SHOW HAD ALREADY STARTED! After a stressful period of trying to find our seats, we soon realised we only missed one 4minute song - who opened the concert. (I would be more pissed off about this because it was up to o2/concert organisers to open the doors earlier, but again if we cared THAT much we would have been in the queue earlier.)
The atmosphere was tense - the whole building was going CRAZY. Like I’ve seen in shows and live performances how much the audience screamed, but it’s so different when you’re in the crowd. You can’t help but join in. (I lost my voice the next day, whoops! I’m surprised I didn’t go deaf either.)
4MINUTE opened with four songs: Volume Up, Mirror Mirror, Huh and Hot Issue. The girls had stunning silver and black matching outfits on with a shiny jacket and fringed skirt. 
In-between the K-pop artists performances, traditional acts kept the audience occupied. The first guy performed stunts and the second was a modernised traditional music group called Queen. They played a variation of beautiful and contemporary songs.
Following that, more traditional male dancers appeared, called the Samulnori team, who skillfully whipped back and forth tassels which were attached to their head? It sounds strange but I was enthralled! Afterwards, a combination of the cultural entertainers performed the classic song, Arirang, wearing traditional Korean dress robes.
Next act up was NORAZO - a comedic and eccentric duo who isn’t the most well-known act of the three, probably gained at least 2000 new fans that night in the U.K! Emma and I were flabbergasted at how awesome these guys performed live. It was a blast - and our hearts melted when we saw how incredible Lee Hyuk’s voice is! They performed Happy Song, Curry, King of Sales and Superman.
Dae2Baek Movement starred next - a dance group who psyched the audience up dancing to songs by Wonder Girls, BAP, T-ARA, U-KISS and of course, BIGBANG. The crowd went MAD when Fantastic Baby played! So awesome! Two of the male dancers teased the audience and the response was wild.
4minute members returned wearing Hanboks (traditional Korean dress) for a fashion show. Other models wore hanboks designed by Park Su Nyeol - who was present in the audience and made an appearance at the end. Although this was very enjoyable I was itching to see EXO, lol.
It was clear I wasn’t the only one, the audience couldn’t contain their excitement and at the end of the fashion show people were chanting “EXO EXO EXO!” Cue a blacked out arena and video titles. What’s funny here is I’m not even a big EXO fan, but I couldn’t help but join in with all the screaming! We were both giddy with excitement! 
The boys strutted on stage and History immediately started playing. After much trouser-flapping, sweet moves and lets face it, obvious lip-syncing, they introduced themselves. Well, I THINK they did. Girls were screaming so hard it was hard to decipher what was being said. And I wasn’t quite able to tell them apart, but that’s okay - because my eyes were focused on Kai and his sparkly red vest.
After a stunning performance of Angel, incorporating some sweet-ass ballet moves from my man Kai, EXO finished with MAMA, their debut track. It was absolutely fab! But alas, it was over in a flash - I was expecting them to do another song, but Emma explained that they usually do two, so it’s a surprise they sung Angel. Didn’t mind though because the three they played were absolutely perfect! My ears were ringing and my throat was killing me but heck, it was worth every minute! *adds day to favourite days of life list*

SLEEPY SUNDAY
We took it easy on Sunday - we visited the National Gallery - which was okay for a while then I got bored and began hallucinating that all the paintings were the same (I think I was still on an EXO high so everything else other than Kai just wasn’t worth my time.) I saw Van Gogh and Claude Monet paintings though which was very exciting and caught my attention.
We headed across to the National Portrait Gallery after which focused on modern art and, well portraits. And I saw my first ever real Andy Warhol painting, so it certainly was the icing on top of the cake! 
Then basically we had to head home - although it was just a weekend, it was a weekend of epic proportions, squeezing in so many fun happenings, making many fond memories for both of us.

I only have one thing to say...when’s BIGBANG touring?

Monday, 18 June 2012

PAUSE

Hello! Short break from the meme thing to update y’all on my happenings in my pathetic little life. Okay not really, life has been alright.

University and Summer
In the middle of May I finished my exams and handed in my final pieces of coursework, which meant I was free for the summer. Hooray! Yes it’s nice to have a break however I was worried I wouldn’t have anything to do because I have 132 days off until I’m back again! (That’s quite a lot, compared to the 60/90ish days we had in school.) Therefore I devised a list of people I need to meet, places I need to go and things I need to do. So far these lists are flourishing, with a few things crossed off already - including baking, painting and sunbathing! Good stuff.

Granny
Despite my fun expectations for the summer, sadness crept it’s way into the Green family household this week. My Granny Green was battling with cancer for over three years, and alas, the condition was triumphant where on Sunday 10th June, she peacefully passed away in hospital. Although it was expected, it was still an upsetting and shocking occurrence for all of us, especially Dad. Being one of the eldest of the grandchildren, I was invited to read a few verses from Proverbs 3 at the funeral. Not an easy thing to do, but she chose the verses herself so I knew I had to make her proud. It gave me great comfort because it was some of my favourite verses. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.” Wise words to live by methinks. Granny was a very special lady - greatly missed, but now in the arms of Jesus. 


Mural
A few weeks ago, the community’s two Primary schools got involved in painting a mural which will be placed on one of the ugly walls within the village. It’s part of a scheme to make our area more attractive. (Unsure how successful this scheme will be, but supporting Mourne none-the less) The team required volunteers so they invited me to assist the kids. I LOVED it! I forgot how wonderful it was just to sit down and paint. Surprisingly, the picture only took 4 days to create and in my opinion it looks pretty sweet. The mural will have it’s big unveiling on Wednesday this week at 1:45pm, so you are all invited to see the masterpiece!



Olympic Torch
As you all may be aware, the Olympics are being held by London this year! Although I’m not a big fan of sports, I think it’s pretty awesome that the country has this opportunity to host such a big event. The big gold Olympic torch is currently traveling round the U.K, which included Northern Ireland. One of these stops were in Newcastle, so we had the chance to travel down at 6:50am on Wednesday 6th June to see it run by! It was a really lovely atmosphere and worth getting up so early to see. 
London
Woooah, I think I’m transforming into a different person lately because Emma and I have booked a weekend away to London! If you know me at all, this isn’t something I would even THINK about never-mind carry out. (Although Emma threatened to get my sedated when going through the airports, man I hate airports...) However!! I have turned my life around - I’m making the most of my opportunities when I am young and have the chance to do something fun, yada, yada, yada...

OH yeah, so the reason we have decided to undertake this mission is because Korean pop groups called EXO and 4MINUTE are doing a concert in the O2 arena. Heck, it was cheap so we booked it - plus we organised tickets a broadway show! We shall also shop and sight-see. So we’ve made a mini-holiday out of it. I’m VERY excited! 
It’s also stroking “See a K-Pop concert” off my bucket list. Oh, and I’ll have to learn Exo’s names before I go, just incase we run into them there - I only recognise Kai! 
Look here we all are in Piccadilly Circus. These babies aren't anything compared to my presh presh BIGBANG but it’ll be fuuuunnnn!

Sunday, 8 April 2012

EASTER POST


Some words which have come into my head which I want to write about, eh?
Easter
I’ve been off for Easter this past week and next week too. So far I’ve had a lovely time off - meeting up with people I haven’t seen and also creating my Motion Graphics Visual Diary. We’ve also got some Easter Eggs which I plan to tuck into tomorrow. Yummy!

Car
I like driving now - how hypocritical of me, but I when people say getting your test is so much more better than learning, it’s definitely true. I never thought I’d like it though. Although I enjoyed the craic with my instructor, learning did get very tedious after a while. I’m glad that part of my life is over. I’ve my whole life ahead of me and I am free. Driving alone is so much more fun!

Social Networking
Okay, okay this is the very very last time I will rant about this. In the past few months, Twitter - you all should be familiar with it - has been increasing in popularity. I used the Twitter sphere to ESCAPE from silly Facebook friends’ updates - and now they all are making a Twitter account and FOLLOWING ME.
GO AWAY. GO AWAY, I SAY. I miss my freedom of expression, where I could tweet whatever I wished - now I feel I must censor it according incase it offends any of my followers. Hogwash!! I will only follow my friends and a few special others - this includes people from my course, celebrities and interesting/amusing people. Oh! And finally, don’t say Twitter is better than Facebook - it certainly is not. They both have their own features unique to the site - so just, eh, just shut up....and now I will too.

Friends
I’ve met many fantastic people through university, but nobody understands me like my friends back home do. We’ve been through so much together this past couple of months and we still stick together. I actually love you guys. Let us have many more laughs and memories together.

Diet
My weight is the bane of my life. For a while it was great, I actually had kinda lost my appetite - still not sure why, but alas, it has returned to it’s all-powerful self. I miss last year...I want my confidence back.

University
Would I go back to school? Not in a million years. I adore university - the freedom, the opportunity to meet new people and to study what I love.
My Classmates: Hannah, Seb, Rebecca and Emma in particular,
The other IMA guys who have made us all very welcome to our course: Eoin, Wilson, Michael, Nick, Louise, Lance, Sam and many others too!
My Flatmates in Cranagh: Kerri, Deirdre, Joanne and Anne.
CU friends: Shannon, Alison, Rachel, Danielle, Hannah S, Jenna, Alannah and some others too...
You guys are all awesome!

Music
I’ve been trying to re-evaluate my life this past fortnight and I’ve been cleansing myself from some certain music. Sometimes you can get carried away and you don’t even realise. I need to get my priorities right and my music is a good place to begin. I told a few people I’m trying to sort myself out, and honestly I don’t think they took it seriously - but I feel in my heart it’s time to move on. Although it won’t be easy, sacrifices need to be made to make room for greater things.

Faith
Last Monday we were challenged by our Small Groups leader to wake early and have our Quiet Time in the morning before we get up. Normally I would do a quick Bible chapter and prayer and conk out at night. Some nights when I was too tired I wouldn’t even bother. I knew it wasn’t very effective but it was just a bad habit I was stuck in. So I took on this challenge, and seriously, it’s been the best choice I’ve made in a long time.
I’m most focused in the mornings - so it’s a perfect routine for me and I’m able to spend more time praying and understand what I’m reading easier because my concentration level is higher. It’s also affected my whole day - I swear I’ve had the most fulfilling days since starting it. I’m happier and I feel closer to God, which is incredible. I love it!

Time for bed,
- Claudia

Thursday, 29 March 2012

MOTION GRAPHICS

Hello friends,

Okay super quick report because I’m tired.  My aims were to finish my Motion Graphics before the end of this week. (Friday) I worked like a bulldozer to get it done and successfully completed it today. Wanna see?


I’m pretty pleased with it - there are a few wee tiny mistakes but if you all saw how they looked before you’d settle for it the way it is too. 

I done all the illustrations - drew them out, scanned them in and coloured them on Adobe Photoshop. Some were more difficult than others. (Benedict Cumberbatch may or may have not been traced.)

I wish I could have included everyone - because I know there's some people that should have been in it - but alas, it could not be.

Thanks to all who have liked and commented on it on Facebook. It can be used for feedback in my Visual Diary - which will commence operation next week.

Wow, this sounds incredibly serious doesn’t it? Let’s finish this post of with a celebratory waaayyyyyhheeeeeeyyyyyyyyy!!

Happy Easter everyone!

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

BLUE

I was about to introduce this blog post stating how I haven’t blogged for a while etc. but decided that is not the way to go, since 1. it’s very boring and 2. it was only a fortnight ago.
I haven’t had any time to chill so have spent my evenings doing that instead of blogging. (That means pigging out in front of the laptop stuffing my face and staring at my Facebook/Twitter/Tumblr feeds all night)
The interesting thing now is because I’m at university, it is a lot more likely that one or more of these are someone a lot of you don’t know. Which means you can't guess them unless you live inside my head. Not trying to twist your minds or anything, it is fact.
I don’t compose these to bring attention to myself or my blog, I like having somewhere I can document and express my thoughts freely. Kaboom!
- Explosion of ponderings -
One.
I miss being close to you, I feel like we are drifting apart and I’m trying desperately to repair what we have lost but I genuinely don’t know what to say anymore. I feel like I’ve been cruelly left out - not intentionally though - and I miss the craic. I miss you more than anyone, because you are so lovely and genuine and you were my first friend. Can we please try and fix this because I’m at a loss of what to do. 
Two.
You are messing with my head, like seriously. Why must I fall so easily, especially of all people, why must it be you! I swore to myself I wouldn’t let this happen again, except this time it’s much worse because it is you and I can’t, and won’t, even tell anybody. I hope these feelings will go away because it’s all too confusing and I’m being silly and will therefore shut up.
Three.
I’m very glad you are back in my life. I know I am losing hope others and feel I am welcomed back with you. It’s comfortable and I feel so at ease talking to you. Just like old times. I really appreciate your company and hope we can become really great friends again. 
Four.
This is far too difficult, I want to help you but it is just too much effort. I physically can’t help you if you can’t help yourself. I have others and don’t need you either. Just don’t hurt yourself. Sorry.
Five.
I can’t kid myself, and I certainly can’t kid Emma. YOU ARE STILL MY KING OPPA.
(Honestly I think oppa is one of my favourite words ever. C:) Oppas make Claudbag happy, I need many oppas. I collect them and keep them safe. Hehehehehe.

I’ve been feeling very negative and sad lately, please someone cheer me up. I guess I’m feeling BLUE.


My boys are back. I love BIGBANG. ♥

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY



I am now 19, this gives me 365 days of being a teenager left.
I must make this worthwhile. Let’s list all the things that needs to be done.
  1. Meet loads of new people.
  2. Be nicer to my family.
  3. Live for God.
  4. Pass my exams.
  5. Always try my best.
  6. Reconnect with friends whom I have lost contact with.
  7. Start sketching again.
  8. Have faith in myself.
  9. Have confidence in everything I do.
  10. Stand up for what I believe in. 
  11. Remain close with my friendship group from school.
  12. Have a bit of romance in my life.
  13. Eat more fruit.
  14. Wear my retainer to bed.
  15. Go on holiday.
  16. Learn to cook.
  17. Write letters.
  18. Save money and spend it on something great.
  19. Obtain my dream weight.
  20. Become more inventive.
  21. Buy a new pair of glasses.
  22. Plan something awesome.
  23. Learn how to use my graphics tablet.
  24. Walk the dog more often.
  25. Do something dramatic to my appearance.
  26. Compliment others.
  27. Get a job.
  28. Take more photographs.
  29. Continue to do my photo-of-the-day until 31st December 2012.
  30. Spend more time with Jared.
  31. Learn to drive.
  32. Don’t stress.
  33. Read more books!
  34. Don’t worry.
  35. Make more eye contact with others.
  36. Redecorate the container.
  37. Do something which would usually scare me.
  38. Stop caring what others think of me or my interests.
  39. Take vitamin tablet daily.
  40. Go to a party.
  41. Stop snacking, especially in the evening.
  42. Travel alone.
  43. Practice my signature because it's a mess.
  44. Turn off the internet and dive into other hobbies.
  45. Look after a plant.
  46. Build up my physical strength.
  47. Give money to the poor.
  48. Get out of my comfort zone.
  49. Make a movie.
  50. Take make-up off before bed.
  51. Go on holiday with friends before we all go our separate ways.
  52. Spend less time online.
  53. Recognize and praise the accomplishments of others.
  54. Explore and widen my music taste.
  55. Start baking more often.
  56. Apologise for any wrong-doings.
  57. Create a list of my favourite films.
  58. Make more phone calls.
  59. Work on being more flirty.
  60. Pray consistently and earnestly.
  61. Control my temper.
  62. Drink less tea.
  63. Stop being a horrible person.
  64. Join an extracurricular activity.
  65. Enjoy every day as much as possible.
  66. Go to the beach.
  67. Schedule some me-time.
  68. Express how I really am to people I don’t know well.
  69. Read my Bible regularly.
  70. Smile at random people.
  71. Stop, break and breathe.
  72. Eat food from around the world.
  73. Help out round the house.
  74. Use the stairs instead of an escalator/lift.
  75. Get experience a paid or voluntary job relating to my career.
  76. Become less reliant on my mobile phone.
  77. Stop being shy...
  78. ...and even worse, snobby.
  79. Tell someone I love them.
  80. Practice willpower.
  81. Sort out my skincare regime.
  82. Look at the stars.
  83. Keep secrets.
  84. Turn down my music volume or I will go deaf.
  85. Improve my posture.
  86. Be more friendly and approachable.
  87. Look after myself.
  88. Spend more time with my Grandparents.
  89. Continue to look for bargains, like a boss.
  90. Bake a cake.
  91. Watch different T.V shows.
  92. Look after my hair.
  93. Enjoy a bath.
  94. Stop Facebook stalking.
  95. Mend any broken relationships.
  96. Keep my wardrobe organised.
  97. Drink loadddsss of water.
  98. Work on things early and get them done and out of the way.
  99. Do what I love and what I want to do.
  100. Live life to the fullest.

Monday, 9 January 2012

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS 2012


Hello, yes I’m a bit late posting, as usual, but I had an exam there so had to focus on it. Now it is completed and before I need to start work for the next one, here is my plans for 2012.
Oh yes, Happy New Year everyone! 

Diet
As usual, I need to diet. I am excited to inform you all that I have been asked to be a bridesmaid at a friend’s wedding! :D I’m very excited about that so will need to prepare and look my best for Summer 2013. I have a weight chart in my room and would love to be able to accomplish it, I find it unlikely though.
Photo Diary
My main priority this year is to take a photograph every day of 2012 to remind me of what I done on each day of the year. Here is the blog that I’m uploading my Instragram images to. It’s simple but fun.
Don’t Complain
I hear too many people from different parts of my life complain about every possible occurrence in their life. I don’t want to be like that and want to be positive in everything I do. I’ve learnt last year of how precious life really is and feel I need to make the most of everyday that I’m given on earth. A good start would be to stop complaining about the small things.
Work Hard
This time last year I would never have expected that I would be in University of Ulster Coleraine doing the course which was actually my 5th choice in my UCAs application. Now I totally adore Interactive Media Arts and wouldn’t want to be anywhere else. I want to work extremely hard and achieve good grades because I’ve been so blessed to be chosen for this course.
Save money
I was given a fair sum of money for Christmas and I don’t want it to go to waste, unlike the money that I spent in first semester (which was colossal) - where DID it all go!? I want to keep it safe and use it for something important. Example: If SM or YG decide to put a show on in London, I will use it then!
No stressing
I’ve forbidden myself from stressing to the point of crying when exams loom. Unfortunately I’m one of those people who just can’t handle it, and eventually break down from the amount of stress and pressure. I’ve tried so many options but still crack. Alas, I’ve already broken this one... silly Claudia.
Look it's me - okay no it's not... but it could be. No I'm not like that. Really.
Get a boyfriend
This one has been added as a joke between Rachel and I! Of course, it’s unlikely I’ll meet T.O.P this year, but perhaps I’ll settle for someone else? 
(What hashtag is appropriate here? #Claudiaisfussy or #Claudiaiseasy?)

YEAR OF THE G-DRAGON.

- Claudia out!