Sunday, 3 February 2013
LIAM DAY
Wednesday, 1 August 2012
SOMETHING...
Something you hate about yourself:
What a pessimistic question! I don’t think there’s anything I absolutely hate, just a few flaws in my personality and lifestyle I think I would like to change. One of them would be that I waste my time on silly things then neglect the things which are more important. Appearance wise, I always look really cross, so people think I’m aggressive - it’s just my normal expression though, sigh!
Something you love about yourself:
My wide variety of loud and embarrassing laughs.
Something you regret:
I regret not spending more time with my Granny before she died. I know that’s silly thinking like that because we visited her quite regularly. But I wish when I was there - I listened to what she said, I took interest in the conversation - instead of just sitting texting on my phone. Just thinking of it tears me up. How could I have been so stupid!
Something you have to forgive yourself for:
I have to forgive myself for being such a big horrible mess of a human being a few years ago. I’m trying to make up for it now by being nicer.
Something you have to forgive someone for:
Certain individuals who I felt bullied me in my younger years. Also a couple of people who made fun of my weight. There are some things which are harder to forgive than others.
Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life:
I wish I remembered who was important when I had them in my life. I wish I didn’t bicker with Jordan as much when she was alive. I wish I didn’t beat myself up due to my lack of self-confidence. I wish that I hadn’t told so many lies to my parents. I wish I wasn’t so angry at people for so many unnecessary reasons.
Something you wish you had done in your life:
I wish that I hadn’t wasted my life obsessing over things and used that time and energy to serve God. Why am I so capable of telling others to listen to K-Pop, but massively fail at telling others about the Good News of Jesus?? CLAUDIA YOU MESS.
Something you hope to do in your life:
Oh the usual female ambitions - get married, get a house, have kids, job etc.
Something you hope you never have to do:
Watch someone I love die - that would be a frightening and unpleasant experience.
Something you hope to change about yourself:
Wow these questions are deep! I hope to become 100% reliant on God. I always say I will, but when things are going well, I tend to forget about him. Then when things go wrong, I always expect him to fix my problems.
Someone who has made your life worth living for:
I remember Jordan saying in a post a long time ago: *cheesy Christian answer* My answer here is Jesus. He died for my sins so I definitely owe him one. Living for Jesus is the best decision I’ve ever made.
Something people seem to compliment you the most on:
My blue glasses, haha. Or my hair possibly?
Something you never get compliments on:
Er my eyes? I like my eyes anyway. Maybe no-one can see them because they are distracted by the glasses.
Thursday, 3 May 2012
CHINA
Fast forward to about 10 minutes ago - I received a text message. The text was from Hannah - a girl I know through C.U and through Media studies. She was asking if I was genuinely thinking of going to China.
Let me catch you up - earlier in the week during a lecture we were offered the opportunity to go to China for a semester next year. There we could attend the media university there - which our university has recently teamed up with. So UoU students have been offered to be exchange students for a year, and we are the first year to be given the chance to.
My first impression of this offer was quite typically me - I thought it would be a fabulous opportunity, but alas, I would be too much of a chicken to actually go. (Then later I will complain that I don't do anything with my life. This is my mindset, it always has been. I'm a very negative person.)
I mentioned it to Mum in passing, and she just laughed it off. Agreeing that I would be too big of a woose to actually go and I just wouldn't be capable of it. This was an expected response.
Then I mentioned it to others - including my Small Groups leader Jemma and a few on Facebook - and they were insistent about how it would be an amazing opportunity and not to miss it.
Now I am in a dilemma. In my head, I know it would be a terrible idea - I simply don't have the courage to go, I would have to leave my family and friends for a couple of months and YEAH, IT'S CHINA. This is the girl who hasn't even flown on a plane on her own.
Then, oh, it's such a peculiar feeling - my heart wants to just say GO FOR IT! It'll be a wonderful experience, living away from home and it's a once in a lifetime opportunity. And, yeah, it's CHINA.
But then, it feels like my heart is in pain - it wants to say yes, but I just want a go-ahead from God. It's a sick feeling of uncertainty. I want a sign that makes it so crystal clear. I want courage. I want to know if it's the right decision, or if something even better will be around the corner.
Okay I'll shut up now,
Claudia
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
K-POP MUSIC VIDEOOOOOOOOOOOS
Sorry Sorry - Super Junior
Just to point out the obvious comparisons between 2NE1 and every other girl group, here are Girls Generation - in other words, the goddesses of Korea. I find Girls Gen, or SNSD for their Korean name (So Nyuh Shi Dae) too skinny and fake, but most other boys in the world think otherwise. Despite this, I still like them and like their music too. This was the first music video of their’s that I watched but still think it’s one of their best. It’s cute and endearing and so typically asian. And, believe it or not, it’s catchy - I wish there was another word for catchy but I can’t think of one. But that’s exactly what it is. Ladies, prepare to hate your figures.
Wednesday, 7 September 2011
EXAM FUN [K-POP]
Note: Started writing this out during the exams in May, saved it under another blog post in Pages, then forgot all about it until Emma mentioned it the other day. Whoops. It's not finished either. Not very interesting when I read it, but here it is....
Boredom has taken over again!!! Emma and I were mindlessly bantering in her car after the English exam, and we started this silly discussion about if K-Pop was an actual subject in school. At first we were all cocky and saying “Heh! We’d pass easily!”..Or would we?? So amused/hyper we started making up the most ridiculous questions that could appear in an exam paper.
Try and guess the answers!
Section 1: English
- What does F.T stand for in F.T Island? (1 mark)
- Compare and contrast MBLAQ with U-KISS using appropriate names, hangul, songs/album, style and success with the Korean music industry. (20 marks)
- Compare and contrast the characteristics of Key (SHINee), Jo Kwon (2AM) and Brian (solo) in terms of being a diva. (20 marks)
Section 2: Maths
- Measure the length of Siwon’s raised eyebrows.
- Heechul + x = Taemin
Section 3: History
- Explain the controversy between Hangeng and SM Entertainment. (10 marks)
- Discuss the impact of Xiah Junsu, Hero Jaejoong and Micky Yoochun’s departure from Tohoskinki in the late 20th Century. (15 marks)
- Explain why DBSK was so successful as a 5 member group in the era 2003 - 2010. (15 marks)
Section 4: Science
- Multiple Question: What is the weather like today? (1 mark)
A. Nice Weather! B. It’s very hot. C. It’s...cloudy! D. RAIN.
- Calculate the angle that Minho’s legs move in the music video “Ring Ding Dong.”
Section 5: Religious Education
- Describe Siwon's missionary journey through Super Junior.
Monday, 8 August 2011
MOST WANTED
- David Tennant - because he was a beast of a Doctor.
- Rupert Grint - because he's my Ron-Ron.
- Joseph Gordon-Levitt - because nobody looks better in a jumper than him.
- Johnny Depp - because he's probably the best actor in the world.
- George Clooney - because he's a very attractive old man.
- Ashton Kutcher - because he's an sweeeet guy.
- Daniel Radcliffe - because he's HARRY POTTER.
- Michael McIntyre - because he's the funniest man in the world.
- Gaspard Ulliel - because he's smokin' hot.
- Ben Barnes - because his face looks nice on photographic paper.
- Michael Cera - because he's an absolute wee dote.
- Paul McCartney - because he's my favourite second Beatle.
- Take That - because they rule the world.
- Bradley Cooper - because he's a hunk!
- T.O.P - because this one goes without saying.
- Tim Burton because he is a fantastic director.
- G-Dragon - because he breaks my heart.
- Zac Efron - because he is the music in me.
- Bi Rain - because he's the only type of weather I like.
- Tom Felton - be my big boy, Draco Malfoy.
- Lee Byung Hun - because he's amaazzzing.
- James Corden - because he is a hilarious man!
- Russell Brand - because he's very intelligent and amusing.
- Taylor Lautner - because if I had to choose I would be Team Jacob.
- Alan Rickman - because he plays the legendary Snape.
- Lee Min Ho - because he's my favourite Korean actor.
- The Wanted - because they are one of the few British boybands I actually like.
- Jared Leto - because what girl doesn't love Jared Leto!
- Black Eyed Peas - because I love their music.
- Nicki Minaj - because I love her clothes/figure/attitude.
- Emma Watson - because she's a perfect lady.
- CL from 2NE1 - because she's the baddest female Seoul city ever had.
- Katy Perry - because she's very stylish and cool.
- Lady Gaga - because she's one of few genuinely talented musicians out there.
- Ellen Page - because she's a good actress.
- James and Oliver Phelps - because it's time to get sleazy with some Weasleys.
- Taylor Swift - because I actually do like her.
- Anne Hathaway - because she's sooo pretty and very talented.
- J.K Rowling - because she gave us a magical childhood.
- Helena Bonham-Carter - because she's one of my favourite actresses.
- Meryl Streep - because she is classy.
Friday, 20 May 2011
BECAUSE I'M STUPID
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
CHOOSE TWO!
Today’s blog is about the future. Again. I’ve wrote about this far too often, and I know I should just settle, but I feel by blogging about it allows my thoughts to organise themselves a little and settle me before I sleep.
I’ve made a discovery. As you can see in my henry made diagram, I have illustrated what is likely to happen for women especially, maybe for men too, but not so much, when they leave school, A-Levelers I mean..or possibly tech. Ah blah blah carry on.
Unless you are some kind of Superwomen, which I may add some are because some have managed it, it’s not physically possible for ladies to pursue all three options: University, Traveling for a few years and Marriage and having children.
Perhaps I’m being ridiculous, or unrealistic, but I don’t think I could do all three, even though I really really really want to.
My reasons...
o University- Well I do want to do art, you all know that well. If I don’t, I am likely to end up in a dead-end job and being miserable. I have to do what I enjoy, I’d rather have a poorly paid job doing what I love than being richer doing something I don’t like. Get it?
o Travel- I love the idea of traveling. And because I’m young and healthy, I should before it’s too late. I want to explore the world.
o Marriage and Children- I love the idea of just settling down and having my own house. I know it’s difficult, but isn’t everything? And I feel being a girl, I just want to do the whole housewife and mother thing. I do love children, even if it seems like I don’t.
The flawed reasons...
o University- Okay Claudia, go ahead and do your dream art degree. Dive right in to the government’s new university prices and be in debt for the next 30 years. Fail to get a mortgage for your flat (yes, flat, not house) and enjoy losing sleep of owing the bank thousands for them 4 years you will never get back.
o Travel- Again, it’s expensive, and possibly a complete waste of money if you don’t enjoy it? And I don’t really like planes.. and what if I get stabbed or something?
o Marriage and Children- Marriage is an awful thing too, it’s hard work and children are little brats and expensive too. And you need to have children before your 30, or you would be an old Mum. GROSS.
And why they are just not compatible....
o Okay, if I decide to go to University and travel, I would be drowning in money problems forever (I already am, and that’s just eBay) I would likely not get a job after university because our country is in a bad enough state, imagine it in a few years, and then I could be leaving it too late to have children... if I get married at all that is. Then I would be a spinster for the rest of my life and live in Spain running a cattery. (Oh no, that’s Emma, LOL)
o If I do University and Marriage, I could deal with that okay, but then I wouldn’t ever have the chance to travel. Unless my husband wants to travel, but then we would have no money after the wedding. damn. Andddd that would be me spending cash on a uni education and not using it.. Or using it and failing to be a good mother or juggling so much I just combust.
o Travel and Marriage
So no university then, I would be miserable probably doing nothing. And it’s getting harder to get good jobs if you don’t have some level of qualifications. So I would be poor but I may be content after seeing the world.
Am I still even making sense? I want to be a Rich Super BusinessWoman who can travel the world for a few years, get married, be a housewife and raise kids. Basically.
LOTTO TIME.
Note that I contradict myself constantly. I guess we will just have to wait and see what’s in store. I just have no patience! Bring it on!
Claudia :)



