MEME BLAH

i think: Mainly my thoughts consist of things to do, k-pop and blogging ideas. And if not that it would be repetitive song lyrics in my head.

i know: I need to work extremely hard for my course this year. So much to do but I’M VERY EXCITED! :D

i want: clothes, shoes and perhaps a new handbag. Oh, and a pair of Dr Dre Solo HDs - top of my Christmas list right now. And money. And everything.

i have: 16 autographs now! When I receive more I hope to make a fabulous blog post about it. Mum also told me there are three at home that I still need to open. I’m excited.

i wish: I had whiter teeth and a better figure.

i hate: rude people and poor manners.

i miss: Jordan, but that’s understandable. I’d rather not blog about this for a while to be honest.

i fear: landing in some serious debt in the future.

i feel: awesome most of the time. Unless I’m being quiet, that’s when you should not attempt to speak to me.

i hear: music blaring from my iTunes. Did you know only 31% of my iTunes library is k-pop? Yes, it surprised me too.

i smell: of “Sex and the City: KISS” which I claimed for free on my O2 surprises.

i crave: biscuits and cereal. I swear I’ve never ate so much junk in my life since I’ve arrived here. :( Cry.

i search: korean guys on google images.

i wonder: why I wasn’t able to tell Key and Onew from SHINee apart when I was learning their names??

i regret: not speaking to that cute guy I saw in uni when he smiled at me. Alas, I ran away because I am shy.

i love: random things, like high resolution photographs and videos, getting post and unusual jewelry. 

i care: for Jared. Hurt him and I’ll knock your brain out. 

i always: colour-coordinate my jewelry to match my outfits.

i am not: as intimidating as people seem to think? I am a dead on person, really. Maybe just a bit mad. Don’t judge on first impressions!

i believe: in God. Although I don’t appear to talk about my faith in my posts, I firmly believe in God.

i dance: no I don’t.

i sing: along to k-pop songs. When you listen to it often enough you can sing along. They have lots of English lines too which makes it easier.

i cry: at films. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Pt. 2 I cried the whole way through - my childhood ended then. 

i don’t always: listen to people. I would listen for a while then my mind wanders. 

i fight: with Jared. But Jared punches like Bruce Lee and leaves me rolling on the floor in pain. (I am surprisingly weak though.)

i write: blog posts once a week.

i win: at racing games. Irony because I hate driving in real life.

i lose: nothing. But when I do I get veryyyy annoyed. When packing for uni, I lost my bullet earrings... the one’s I ordered online which T.O.P also has. I was wearing them the day before and they were dropped into somewhere safe the day before. I just don’t remember where. :(

i never: tell lies. I’m very bad at it and someone always catches me out or I burst out laughing.

i confuse: myself easily over simple situations or information. I tend to hear something and look at it at a completely different perspective. Emma, James and my mother understand what I mean. “...Beauticians?”

i listen: TO MISTER SIMPUL. Oh it’s just ended. 

i can usually be found: in my room online or eating and watching T.V. Or boiling the kettle. Or on the trampoline.

i am scared: of daddy long legs - the giant, dancing, flying spider.

i need: a nice cup of tea and another episode of Doctor Who.

i am happy about: that Big Bang is first in voting for the MTV EMA Worldwide Act Asia Pacific award! Hooray!!

Woooo...Yes I shall return to the other meme post...eventually.

MOST WANTED

Autographs that would be awesome to have...

In no particular order...

• David Tennant - because he was a beast of a Doctor.
• Rupert Grint - because he's my Ron-Ron.
• Joseph Gordon-Levitt - because nobody looks better in a jumper than him.
• Johnny Depp - because he's probably the best actor in the world.
• George Clooney - because he's a very attractive old man.
• Ashton Kutcher - because he's an sweeeet guy.
• Daniel Radcliffe - because he's HARRY POTTER.
• Michael McIntyre - because he's the funniest man in the world.
• Gaspard Ulliel - because he's smokin' hot.
• Ben Barnes - because his face looks nice on photographic paper.
• Michael Cera - because he's an absolute wee dote.
• Paul McCartney - because he's my favourite second Beatle.
• Take That - because they rule the world.
• Bradley Cooper - because he's a hunk!
• T.O.P - because this one goes without saying.
• Tim Burton because he is a fantastic director.
• G-Dragon - because he breaks my heart.
• Zac Efron - because he is the music in me.
• Bi Rain - because he's the only type of weather I like.
• Tom Felton - be my big boy, Draco Malfoy.
• Lee Byung Hun - because he's amaazzzing.
• James Corden - because he is a hilarious man!
• Russell Brand - because he's very intelligent and amusing.
• Taylor Lautner - because if I had to choose I would be Team Jacob.
• Alan Rickman - because he plays the legendary Snape.
• Lee Min Ho - because he's my favourite Korean actor.
• The Wanted - because they are one of the few British boybands I actually like.
• Jared Leto - because what girl doesn't love Jared Leto!
• Black Eyed Peas - because I love their music.
• Nicki Minaj - because I love her clothes/figure/attitude.
• Emma Watson - because she's a perfect lady.
• CL from 2NE1 - because she's the baddest female Seoul city ever had.
• Katy Perry - because she's very stylish and cool.
• Lady Gaga - because she's one of few genuinely talented musicians out there.
• Ellen Page - because she's a good actress.
• James and Oliver Phelps - because it's time to get sleazy with some Weasleys.
• Taylor Swift - because I actually do like her.
• Anne Hathaway - because she's sooo pretty and very talented.
• J.K Rowling - because she gave us a magical childhood.
• Helena Bonham-Carter - because she's one of my favourite actresses.
• Meryl Streep - because she is classy.

I didn't mean that to be as perverse as they came across as....I found two of the Harry Potter ones online. And some of them were terribly boring because there weren't really reasons why I wanted them apart from just liking the person. Blah.

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HEART: FOR RENT

Hey Sexy

Since it’s Valentines day tomorrow, I hope you are have all my presents bought! If not, here are some ideas.

I’m a big present fan, I admit it. I get SO excited and happy when someone buys me something, especially if they have put a lot of thought into it. Yes, I am a little bit materialistic but even a compliment means a lot too.

Perfume

I love perfume! It’s so typically female but I have a selection of perfume depending on my mood and where I am going each day. I particularly like very sweet smells, and I’m a sucker for a nice bottle too. My eye is on the new Katy Perry one, it’s in the shape of a cat.

Shoes

Shoes, OMG, shoes, as Kelly would say. Shoes are probably one of the best ways to my heart, as long as I get to choose them myself. Obviously my favourite make are Irregular Choice, other ones I like are Carvela and Jimmy Choo.

Homemade Gifts

I’ve had quite a number of homemade gifts in my lifetime and I always love them. My favourite has been the Asian men calendar from Jared. It was so sweet.

Edit: I also loved James’ Clauddoll. It means a lot when people put a lot of work into a present.

Makes Me Laugh

Obvious one this. I love a good laugh, especially if I find something funny. I’ve been told I have a range of laughs, this depending on what I’m laughing at or who I am with.

Obsession

Nothing I love more than having someone to obsess over something with. I feel a bit alone on the k-pop world, but Mary-Jane has recently taken my CDs so this may change soon.. If not I still have someone to dance with when Ring Ding Dong comes on. Amy...or Adam.

Random Wee Texts

Funny texts make me happy. I’m not soppy so I don’t really appreciate cheesy things being said to me seriously, I just go what the flip? A silly text that makes me laugh out loud, usually about an inside joke cracks me up.

2. YOUR CRUSH

Dear you,

I must say, I do feel rather childish writing this one. It’s like something you would do for a Valentine’s Day project in Primary School. But don’t worry, I’m not going to go all ‘teehee you’re cute i love you!’ because, basically, I haven’t had a proper crush for while. So it’s not straightforward to write this because I don’t really remember how it feels to properly like a guy. That sounds so much more unemotional than what I intended.

But anywho, I have chosen to write to you because, even though I don’t know you very well I actually really like you. I’m going to keep this short because I tend to ramble after a while. I don’t have a crush on you or anything, I just think you are a really sweet guy because you actually bother to talk to me sometimes. My mum said to me once you’d be a suitable guy for me because you’re so laid back, really cute and friendly. Actually Kerri mentioned it to me as well, because “he’s so easygoing you could just boss him about.” Yeah...

I hope you will be in my classes next year, because I think your really funny. The irony is that you don’t look like the kind of guy I’d go for but I do find you rather attractive. But somedays I do see where Mother is coming from: your appearance, personality and family background could actually be suitable for me!

Well I dunno. Maybe I’ve gone insane.

But see you in September anyway. :)

- Claudia

MY BEAUTIFUL

So yeah, summer has begun!

After reading my last post, I was mad at being such a loser, so I decided to do as much as possible to force myself to get better. A week later and I’m exhausted and still not recovered from my sickness. It’s worse than I thought.

I compelled myself to go to Belfast with Kerri and Emma on Monday, and even though it was a great day, I paid the consequences. We saw ‘Prince of Persia’ and we all agreed Jake Gyllenhaal was very attractive. The day after that I had to miss my injection and helped out at a coffee morning in school. Then on Wednesday I had a driving lesson and went into school again to see the final assembly and collect art.

On Thursday I went to Emma’s for a sleepover (yeah, I was wrecked) but it was great craic: we attempted to have a movie marathon but only watched 3 films. It’s really handy that Emma can drive now. She’s like my taxi.

So now it’s Saturday and I just moped about the house, learning car theory and stuffing my face. I’ve also been in an indescribable angry mood. Bite me.

Blah blah how uninteresting.

P.S, that’s T.O.P from Big Bang.

I think I’ll make another post.

HONESTY

Okay, the whole point of this blog is writing what you really think of a certain person. You can say whatever on earth you want to and they won't know. Each number is a different person.

Person 1.) You are so cool. You know everything about me and the way my mind works. I don't know what I would do without you and we share everything with each other. However, I notice you are very distant recently.. are you OK? I wish you were back to normal and everything will be fun and normal again.

Person 2.) Why have you abandoned me?? We used to be such good friends and now you totally ignore me at every possible moment I try to talk. I thought you were quite cool and respected you for who you are. I've given up now. All you think about is yourself-You are a lazy slob... I still miss you though.

Person 3.) Let's add to my anger here for person number 3. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. You have changed so much in the two years that I have known you. You used to be so nice and so sweet. Now you hang around with them awful people and you really get on my nerves. Catch yourself on.

Person 4.) I think I'm getting on with you better now-a-days. For a while I really hated you, I know that's harsh. But you got on my nerves so much. Especially last year. But this year things are gonna get better.

Person 5.) Strangely enough, number 5 and I get on great. I never thought I'd be friends with you, you seem too "cool." You are great craic and so so fashionable, I am jealous of your amount of clothes. And you're so funny, you are class. BUT you never listen to anything and you are so unorganised!! You have great ideas but never get round to doing them, which is a shame. I sometimes carry them out instead, but anything I do, you can do better. Which can be a bit sickening sometimes.

Person 6.) HA you make me laugh so much. You have a wicked sense of humour and I think you have more common sense than I do. I feel blessed having you as my brother and as my friend.

Person 7.) Hey, you are so nice. Like, you have changed so much since September and since then we get on so well. You are so lovely. You always smile at me in school and always make an effort in talking to me even though somedays I feel like crap. I love how calm and quiet your nature is. You are really great with kids too.

Person 8.) Why don't we talk anymore? I'm sorry I have been so busy with school and stuff. But to be honest, you are too obsessed with your boyfriend to have time with anyone.

Person 9.) Wowee you are so sweet and kind! You are a darling. You are afraid to offend anyone and you are so so polite. I love how we are becoming more friendly again! Just like old times!

Person 10.) You look at me in school all funny. It's scaring me a bit. You never used to talk to me and suddenly you do. It's odd.